The door of Ch’an is entered by Wu. When we meditate on Wu we ask “What is Wu?” On entering Wu, we experience emptiness; we are not aware of existence, either ours or the world’s.
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In the morning I frequently lost the sense of body, while the state of having only very subtle thought-currents came back once, but clearer than before. Several times an expanse of red or white light, bright as neon lights, appeared before me. In this light I once had a side-view of Shih-fu sitting. Lacking sufficient samadhi power, I couldn’t see very clearly, but I felt Shih-fu’s energetic blessing.
On this same morning, while energetically counting the breath, I had a sudden impulse to cry. Then the line: “Offering my body and mind to innumerable worlds; this is showing gratitude towards the Buddha” ─ rushed into my mind. Deeply moved, I began to cry. During interview, Shih-fu asked me why I cried. I described my feeling at that moment. He said, “You’re a monk. Of course you should offer your body and mind to innumerable worlds. But if you just feel that way and don’t practice the vow, if you stay selfish and lazy, then you’re not worthy of monkhood!” I thanked Shih-fu for his compassionate blessing.
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